Flying Hope

Guys! Everything's okay. Takeru's hat's alive. I just wanted you to know. And! I got to help make dinner.

Guys... I think Peanut might have eaten Takeru's hat.

What do I do?! I'm not sure, I asked him if he'd seen it and he ran away... Ugh stupid dog! I wish he could talk!

I'm bored... I think Peanut is too. I tried to play catch with him, but we just ended up nearly breaking a lamp and losing th eball. Don't worry, I cleaned up the mess.

Hmm.... I wonder if dogs can digivolve? That would be cool. Maybe that's how there are different kinds of dogs and colors and sizes! What do you guys think?

Takeru seems to be stuck in a sad mood lately. If it's not one problem, it's another. I know I'm his partner, and I'm his best friend and always will be. But it's hard to be when he acts like I'm not there. Sure, we go out for ice cream and I know he cares about me. But we just seem to keep going around in circles, only spending time together every couple of months.

Maybe we should have stayed in America. He seemed happy there...

I *knew* I could find where Takeru hid the candy he brought home! Starbursts! Yummy! Now, if only there was some of that super good pizza we had to go along with these - Peanut, stop! I can't share with you or you'll get sick. I guess dogs can't understand typing, either. He's not even looking at the computer, just drooling over the candy. It is really good though, it's not his fault.

Hi, Floramon. I guess you know what happened. Human emotions are so stupid, they never can go too long without fighting. I know that's mean of me to say, and us Digimon fight too. But I'm just frustrated, I guess.

Anyway, are you doing all right? I hope we can still be friends. I got you something from America, is that okay?

Hi, guys! Takeru and I got back from America yesterday. It was so fun! But I missed you guys so much... Takeru got in trouble, so we couldn't call and they wouldn't let him use the internet for some reason, so I couldn't either.

But America was so cool! We had the best pizza there, and chocolate, and ice cream... and soda! wow! It was all so yummy...

Takeru met some new friends, they were nice, especially Amelia. He had to go to school there though, and he was busy with them a lot, so I missed him. I missed his mom and Peanut, too. Peanut was so happy to see us! Takeru, you brought him a treat back, right? I know dogs can't eat human food much, so I won't share stuff with him.

So how have you guys been? Tailmon, Gabumon, everyone; I missed you all so much! American TV is weird, isn't it, Gabumon?

Tailmon, Agumon, have you guys had anymore scary food from Taichi and Hikari's mom? I hope not!

Oh, speaking of food! I brought some candy back (not very much though, Takeru wouldn't let me, even though he apparently brought a lot back for himself!) and I have presents for you guys, too!

Are any of you guys busy this weekend? I want to see you all so badly! Has anything exciting been going on? I'll have to catch up with my livejournal stuff...

Takeru and I will be leaving for America in 11 days! ...Do they have ice cream in America? I hope so...

Tailmon, can we get together before I have to leave? I'm going to miss you!

I know We'll only be gone three weeks, but that feels like a really long time... it will be shorter than the years I couldn't see Takeru when the gates between the worlds were closed though, which is good.

Anyone want to get together this week? I'm getting good at flying through windows!

Today, Takeru and I are going to get ice cream! Just the two of us. I can't wait...

How are the rest of you guys? I can't wait to see you Digimon at the sleepover tomorrow!

Hey, Tailmon, would it be okay if I came and visited one of these days? I want to talk to you and hopefully Hikari, if she's not too busy.

You've known her almost as long as I've known Takeru, and things are okay between you two, right? You don't feel like you're losing her?

Is it bad that I'm jealous of Catherine? I like her, I really do... but she gets to see Takeru more than I do! And we live together! Even Peanut spends more time with him than me...

But what's going to happen when they stop liking each other? Am I just supposed to stop liking Floramon, too? I don't want to stop being friends with her... It's hard making friends with everyone Takeru likes to kiss, only to stop when they don't see each other anymore. I'll always do it, but it's not fun.

Is it possible to not be ppartners with someone anymore? I really feel like i'm losing Takeru... and I know he's growing up and that's important. I just feel like he's growing away from me, at the same time. I still love Takeru, so, so much. I'll never stop. And I know he cares about me, that's not the problem.

I just don't think he likes me as much anymore.

I wish he were eight again...

[[Apparently the muse likes to be overly anxious lately...]]

Catherine, I'm glad you and Takeru are happy, but...

You should know that he's been hurt a lot this year by mean, stupid humans. Don't do that to him, please?

And do not do any wrestling with him! Ever! Or anyone else, unless you're sure you're ready. Okay? Promise?

[[Takes place just before Takeru's last post.]]
( Late night comfort food. )

Hi! Sorry I haven't been around, but I have good news! Catherine has been staying with us since Tuesday - with Floramon! She's okay. I feel bad that I didn't go with Takeru to pick them up Monday night, but I'll make it up. Somehow.

It's nice having more people in the house; Catherine doesn't have to go to school! I haven't really spent much time with them, I didn't want to get in their way. But maybe Catherine would like some company? I can hear her in the kitchen right now...

( Takes place Saturday night... )

I'm so sorry, Takeru. So, so sorry. I'm a bad partner, I know. I was just so mad... I'm so sorry. I wasn't thinking. I'm just scared you don't like me anymore, or don't need me and I don't want that to ever happen. I am so, so, so sorry.

It's not fair!

I know Takeru's upset, but why won't he talk to me? Why can he talk to Hikari and Ken, but not me?

We used to be best friends. I don't know what I did wrong.

By the way, Catherine, I am very sorry about Floramon! I hope you find her very soon. Let me know if I can help in anyway, since Takeru apparently doesn't know how to speak to me at all. Hmph.

this week has been more boring than usual, with Takeru out of town. I've had Peanut for company (don't worry, I've been giving him food and water), but he's not very fun to talk to... I miss you guys.

Hey, Tailmon, Next time Takeru and Hikari meet up, you and I should get together.

Armatimon, hawkmon, we live so close and never see each other. We really need to work on that...

Hmmm. I wonder if I could get Takeru's video games to work? I don't know why I didn't think of doing that before now!

I know Takeru likes to do things on his own and I can understand that. I know I can't go everywhere with him. But I don't like it. I sort of feel like he doesn't need me anymore. I know that's a good thing, because it's important to grow up... but I'm worried he'll stop caring about me.

Do the rest of you feel that way? Especially those of you with older chosen, do you feel abandoned? Or am I being silly? I know Takeru and I are partners and will always be important to each other, but I feel like he's slipping away from me and I don't know how to fix it.

Hi! Wow, a lot of people have these journal things. And so many Digimon! I hope this can help us stay in contact, since we don't get together that regularly.

Things have been pretty quiet here lately. Peanut's been trying to steal my chocolate, but I haven't let him near it, don't worry. How have the rest of you been?

Gabumon - how's the hotel? Have you been ordering a lot of room service? I know I would!

Armadimon, I hope your lack of sugar is going well... you should ask Iori to pick up some sugar free stuff for you. :)

Well, I'm off to try and teach the dog some new tricks. I wish he could speak, instead of bark. It's kind of annoying.